Angel Wings And Footprints Tatoo

For me, the appointment is a flower. When the sprouts need to take care of it, watering the penance and the Eucharist, the work on themselves, concentration, inner peace, with others and, of course, trust the Lord. Because I can not allow this, so that the flower completely vanished ... Once the flower matures, yearns for the sun, longing for His presence ... And when in bloom, the flower is so beautiful, no one has ever yet seen. This is the most perfect flower of the Lord - that my own personal sun ...

grandmother told me that the first time I was in Lagiewniki, when I was 5 years. I remember this beautiful pilgrimage of Jesus and a sister from the Congregation of Our Lady Mercy, who gave me this beautiful picture of Jesus. Often a pilgrimage to this place with my parents and brother. Before entering the convent chapel on the left is the wall where the picture was once novices (currently Lace texts in different languages). I then stopped next to the pictures and became thoughtful. Then my mother came up to me and said, "Maybe someday you will be here?"
I replied that surely is not. But he does not give to be forgotten. With time, his voice heard more clearly. But I was not too mature, żeby to dobrze odczytać. Kierowałam się emocjami. Nie dowierzałam Bogu, że pośle mnie do klasztoru.
Zaczęłam liceum. Pan znowu się odezwał. Ja wtedy powiedziałam TAK…
Pamiętam, jak wtedy poznałam chłopaka… I nie zgodziłam się zostać jego dziewczyną, bo Pan się przypomniał…
Nadszedł czas buntu. Czas, kiedy twardo i zdecydowanie powiedziałam Bogu: NIE, nigdy nie pójdę do klasztoru. Chcę mieć dzieci, męża, dom, pracę. I to był dość długi okres, kiedy miały miejsce ciągłe "kłótnie" z Jezusem. On mówił: tak, a ja mówiłam: no.
But my heart did not feel it would be a fulfillment of my dreams.
give up. I said: Jesus, you win. You want me in the convent, so be it. I decided to write to the Sisters of Our Lady of Mercy, I can in the holidays arrive. I got a positive response. I came here ... I loved the Assembly. And it was not my last visit with the nuns.
At the end of the second class met the next guy ... But in this case was the same as before.
he does ... I gave up entirely to His will. I know that nobody no love like His. Last year, my mother seriously ill. This disease has taught me that life is not guided only by the childish emotions. Now I know that if you make the decision about joining a monastery, it will mature. Now, before me Baccalaureate ... This is what will continue to entrust entirely to Jesus. My heart is happy, but I think that in a few months maybe I'll be where God is calling me that I could give God another ... God bless the Sisters
for this heat. When I'm with you be strengthened in this decision, God is giving me signs that It is the right one ...
Jesus, I give you my heart, I give you myself. Drive wherever you want.
And Sisters - a big God bless you for everything!